Sunday, May 10, 2009

Day 1

So I guess since I am new to this the first few postings might be a random jumble of words. There is so much going on in my head that I dont know where to put it all, so here is a good start.

Carl left for Phoenix today. He's taking over the company site tomorrow morning at 8am sharp. He had to leave us for the time being as the job could not wait. So now I am sitting here, in my living room watching "Mother May I Sleep With Danger", as I listen to the seagulls outside, the kids running around and Will sleeping.

It's going to be a huge adjustment to get used to; Carl being gone and all. I went into our bedroom when we got home from the airport and it felt like my lungs were just falling apart. I was not even thinking about him, but it just happened. How I am going to make it until the middle of June before I see him again is beyond me. I know he is doing the best thing for the family but it is still not easy. I broke down like a bubbling baby at the airport.. I mean, what 28 year old does that? It's not like he is leaving forever!!!